everything is not ok


terasa begitu asing didalam hati ini,,sedeyh pilu dan segalanya,,,apakan daya,,hati selalu berbisik..mahu kah dia nk kat aku yg serba kekurangan ni..dh lah x cantik..lagi2 bnyk pula yg ramai kau minati...yea aku tahu kau ada yg lain...kau dh berpunya,,,tapi cara kau terhadap aku membuatkan aku berasa berbunga2...asyik teringat akan kau..sedih bila aku terlihat di wall kau tertera nama si dia memanggil rindu sangat2 tu..

tak apa,,aku redha,,kau masih menunggu si dia yg menyuruh kau menunggu jawapannya selepas dia habis spm,,aku faham,,akan tetapi...aku pula seperti tempat kau bermanja2..mengadu tempat...aku seolah2 seperti teman yg kau sayangi seperti teman wanita kau,,hey perempuan!jangan kau buat laki kau mcm tunggul  tunggu kau lah! aku yg berasa membara,,seperti dahaga kan kasih sayang dibuatnya..sudah la kau,,aku mahu biarkan hidup aku hidup begini,,hidup tanpa laki disisi,,bukan ada makna sume ni,,lagi memeningkan kepala aku memikirkan kau.....love

please..


hey,,it was a long time i keep my feeling towards u,,why u didn't realize what i have done to u huh? really hate this feeling when it comes again in my life...so cruel u! i can't hate u cause it maybe make me more sick thinking of u..

u know what.. there's lots of people out there that admire u,, especially girls..i am really mad of that but i just keep it silent although it hurts me..oh god! please show me the true path in this world..i'm really hope that we will together dear..i hope u are my honey,,my way to go to the beautiful of life in this world..feeling the sweetness of life..and happy together as time pass..please let me happy your life hereafter..

i hope u are the best in my heart dear! really missed u...do not let me go....